Being Myself and Nothing More™

“AYSOS” – Are you stupid or something? (Texting Meets Teaching)

salsachica82 — Sun, 05 Sep 2010 23:08:08 +0000

A new language is taking center stage in the classroom and every hand-held device that students are stuffing into pockets and purses knows it well. When I asked a student to write her name on the top of her paper the other day she wrote out a version of it that I can only imagine is a screen name. It had letters that were backward and symbols. It resembled the shape of her actual name on the attendance sheet. It was a reflection on the times. The students of this generation have become so familiar with the informality of language that they even write their names informally. I changed it quietly after she left, and read an article relieved to find that I’m one of many teachers facing this surge of informality.

Now in my classroom it seems that students now longer feel the need to switch into best manners or formal learning mode. This informality is unique to this generation, and it may be the beginning of their demise economically. If they are competing in the global job market against young people who did learn to have both formal and informal language then they are at a disadvantage. They will not retain jobs, and they will become the future cheap labor force. They may not be able to afford the phones they love to text message on when that economic labor shift happens. We cannot stress this reality to them enough. They don’t see it. I hope to give them outlets to express both formal and informal writing, so that they can see the benefit and contrast of both.

Here are several text messaging clues for the clueless:
AYOR At your own risk
NFW No *freaking* way
NFW Not for work
BRT Be right there
BSF But seriously folks
BSTS Better safe than sorry
RTSM Read the stupid manual
RHIP Rank has its privileges
RIP Rest in peace
RL Real life
RLY Really
RME Rolling my eyes

Hume-manizing my existence

salsachica82 — Sun, 22 Aug 2010 18:43:57 +0000

A philosopher whose Scottish ancestry isn’t far from my own (mom’s side)… split my thoughts in two today.

There is a prevailing thought process of cause and effect that is a western thought process. It is not always true.

As one author put it, “You could throw a stone at a window, and a helicopter falls out of the sky. The next moment you may connect the two, but they aren’t actually connected.”

You experience one event and you experience the second event. They aren’t always attached, but because of our view point and perspective we may not see this.

For some reason when I read this modern author and Hume’s views on the detriment of cause and effect, I felt a great weight lift. I felt my mind open to the thought that sometimes things just happen.

I experienced hardship and hurt in multiple ways, but they aren’t necessarily connected. There are some events that occur because they are going to occur. They do not occur because of something I did or didn’t do. It is almost egocentric to believe I have that much control. There are many other forces at work.

This is a relief from the self glorification and guilt that rides on every action being determined by my own doing. There are some things that happen which have nothing to do with my own actions, thoughts, words, or even desires.

This view sees life happening all around us, and we interact with it. Awakened!

salsachica82 — Fri, 25 Jun 2010 06:42:12 +0000

Just to hear your voice

salsachica82 — Fri, 25 Jun 2010 06:40:47 +0000

It was a nice surprise to love the sound of every sound that left your lips tonight. You are so much more a man than I deserve. You lighten my load today, and I am thankful to be known.

Bush – Swallowed (lyrics)

salsachica82 — Fri, 04 Jun 2010 15:19:26 +0000

Warm sun, feed me up and I’m leery loaded up
Loathing for a change
And I slip some boil away
Swallowed followed, heavy about everything
But my love

Swallowed sorrowed
I’m with everyone and yet not just wanted
to be myself
hey you said that you would love to try some
hey you said you would love to die some
in the middle of a worm on a fish hook
you’re the wave you’re the wave you’re the wave

Swallowed borrowed
Heavy about everything
But my love
Swallowed hollowed
Sharp about everyone
But yourself
Swallowed oh no
I’m with every one and yet not
I’m with everyone and you’re not
I’m on everyone and yet
Piss on self-esteem
Forward Busted knee
Sick head
Blackened lungs
And I’m a simple selfish son

Swallowed followed
Swallowed oh no
I’m with everyone and yet not
Got to get away from here
I miss the one that I love a lot
I miss the one that I love a lot

salsachica82 — Fri, 04 Jun 2010 14:11:02 +0000

Exactly how I feel…

massive hole through me

salsachica82 — Fri, 04 Jun 2010 14:08:55 +0000

Writing something of worth isn’t something I have within me this morning. I am feeling weak, not physically but something isn’t alive within me. I noticed that I’m feeling down based on the strangest things. I feel defeated by the weight goals ahead of me. I don’t feel strong. I feel like someone shot a massive hole through me, but I don’t see the bleeding. It is just empty. It’s not quite depressed, and not quite ok. It’s EMPTY.

My other friend looked amazing in a bathing suit – I felt happy, jealous, sad
I saw old pictures of myself – I felt sick, wanted to run away, sad
My friend has a new love intrest – I felt happy, jealous, sad
I want to hike through the local trails – I feel weak, out of shape, sad
I saw Mehul had removed our “relationship status” – I felt empty, sad
I miss love’s friendship and affection. I wish I had never loved intensely so I wouldn’t know what I am missing. I feel HOLLOW!

WHAT is going ON?

I am going to work out this morning and see if it helps.

I am going to push myself today, and WORKOUT HARD!!!

I survived a grilled salad

salsachica82 — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 22:52:23 +0000

Zaxby’s house zalad with their zaxby’s sauce was way too delicious. So I cheated on the grilled part. I feel so satisfied…so un-grilled.

wow did you just say I am sweet?

salsachica82 — Mon, 12 Apr 2010 21:57:51 +0000

I had a good day today. Amazingly. It went so well. I loved the class format. It was fantastic. Just when I couldn’t take it anymore. It changed. YOUNG MARLON BRANDO MAKES ME SWOON.

Visitation Interrupted

salsachica82 — Sat, 27 Mar 2010 13:58:57 +0000

Message about Josh drinking and driving March 26